Khloé Kardashian is trying again on her early beginnings with ex-husband Lamar Odom.

Throughout the June 20 episode of The Kardashians, Khloé reminisced on Lamar’s persistence early of their relationship whereas chatting with greatest pal Malika Haqq about her present relationship woes.

“He by no means stopped texting me final night time, I simply did not reply,” Malika, 41, revealed to Khloé a few new man she was speaking to.

In response, Khloé, 39, informed her greatest pal, “Oh, I really like an individual who is aware of what they need.”

“The most effective factor Lamar did — effectively, not the perfect factor, he did quite a lot of good issues — however once I would not give him my quantity however then he discovered that we had the identical enterprise supervisor,” she recalled. “After which [he] was hounding Lester for my information. It was a activate, it is attractive… you need just a little aggressiveness.”

She then added, “I additionally do not assume it is good after we’re each comfy being single, with out wanting so far,” earlier than vowing to ultimately get again out on the relationship scene however not with out some parameters.

“It is a scary world on the market, there’s telephones in all places,” Khloé stated. “I positively assume what I have been by is an element why I am not similar to, ‘Let’s simply begin relationship once more!'”

“I do not wish to f— up my youngsters,” she continues. “A lot has already transpired that might doubtlessly f— them up that I don’t wish to add to that by bringing any individual new to combine ‘trigger to this point, individuals have been very disappointing. I am simply not gonna open myself up the identical method that I as soon as did, however I do not assume there’s something flawed with that. I additionally assume that is what rising up is, you study to guard your self.”

Khloé married Lamar on Sept. 27, 2009 — one month to the day after they met — however in 2013, the wedding started to disintegrate following the NBA participant’s dishonest scandal and drug relapse. By December, Khloé had filed for divorce.

In July 2015, each stars lastly signed divorce papers. That October, Lamar was rushed to the hospital after his years-long battle with drug habit got here to a head when he was discovered unconscious in a Nevada brothel. He remained within the hospital, principally comatose, for months.

Regardless of their ongoing divorce on the time, Khloé rushed to the hospital and remained by Lamar’s aspect. The Good American founder — who was making all of Lamar’s medical selections — in the end opted to name off their protracted divorce proceedings. Nonetheless, as soon as Lamar had been discharged from the hospital and was on the street to restoration, the 2 formalized their break up in December 2016.

Khloé later went on so far NBA participant Tristan Thompson. The 2 had been on and off for years, weathering a number of dishonest scandals, earlier than calling it quits for good in 2021. They continue to be on pleasant phrases at this time as they coparent their two youngsters, daughter True, 6, and son Tatum, 22 months.

The truth star has since been adamant that she’s content material being single and has no need to enter a brand new relationship.

“I’m very content material and I’m pleased,” she defined in a earlier episode. “I really feel like I’m f—ing thriving in my very own little circle and world, however simply even to consider somebody being in my area the place I’ve to share my TV or my mattress, I am like, no. No means no and that is all you gotta know. I am simply discovering my rhythm in life once more, I suppose.”

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